im so scared about losing everyone. the few friends i have, i'm terrified of losing after i graduate. once i graduate high school, what after? i'm just going to fade away into nothing. i don't have any goals, anything to further me to go further. what the FUCK can i do? once i lose my friends, i lose myself. i don't want that to happen so i'm preparing myself for a lifetime of loneliness by wasting away, spending all of my time with online AI while i'm ignoring everyone in real life. i don't know what i can do.
go back?